3666.) I hate how you tease girls. It’s not cool— if you like a girl, go ahead and flirt, go chase after her, that’s cool. But if you don’t, stop leading her on, because that just causes a lot of shit.
13th of July my aunt passed away after battling a rare and horrible disease, thus meaning to fly down to Melbourne for her funeral - r.i.p Kimberley <3
14th of July was told i wasn’t allowed to go out and asked if someone could come over but weren’t able to while my brother and sister did both.
15th of July was my best friends birthday, i was unable to see her as me and my dad were going to Melbourne on this day and i am more family orientated then my brother and my sister.
16th of July during the day me and Dad went to the shops with my Cousin and my Aunt. That night we saw my uncle/godfather which was good and Dad and myself spent about 2 hours there with him, his friends, my cousins and the friends kids.
17th of July was my birthday, i stayed up until midnight to see who would text me, i got multiple texts from close friends, 2 from ex’s (one of which made my day when it had only just started) etc etc. I stayed up until about 2 having a text conversation with my best guy friend and then decided to go to sleep. When i got up my Dad and my Uncle, Aunt all said happy birthday which was really nice and we had breakfast. Later i went on the computer to check any birthday notices from friends, i logged on and saw that i had 70, through out the day i got more and more messages and after counting them all i think i reached about 93 on Facebook with about 10+ via mobile. Later me and my Aunt started making a cake and it ended up being a little dry on the outside so we decided to go out and get one and because it looked home made we pretended that it was made by us :). We decorated the house with streamers hanging from the roof in 2 main rooms, the hall way and the entrance of the house. More things happened during the day and my Cousin came home from her friends place and she said happy birthday and we hung for a while. Later my uncle had gone out and got balloons full of helium while my dad went to get my 2 cousins from my uncles place. etc etc happened. All my Aunts and Uncles and my younger Cousins came over for a little bit of a party which was so so nice. Later that night i got a text from one of my friends that hadn’t already said happy birthday which i was so happy to hear from. Etc etc.
18th of July my Cousin and I went to the shopping center and decided to shop for a while with some of my birthday money, i got some cute tops and stuff and me and we both somehow unknowingly bought the same undies which was pretty funny.
19th of July Buzz Light year texted me and we had a good conversation :). I got a few messages from some friends that had told me a girl that went to my school a few years ago who was a few years younger and idolized me in a way had died - r.i.p Shannon. And later that night my Mum, Brother and Sister came to melbourne.
20th of July was my aunt’s funeral. I have never felt a real closeness to my Grandmother on my Dads side, but i sat next to her, and when the first song was played i grabbed her hand and we held them for most of the ceremony, she sometimes squeezed it when she was crying or something and i would comfort her, it was the only Grandmother/Granddaughter connection to her i have ever felt.
21st of July was today. My Mum, Brother and I came back home and when we got back to Sydney and were able to turn our phones back on, i received a text from one of my friends telling me a person that we knew through other friends had passed away - r.i.p Josh.