Please Stay
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So about 2 weeks ago, after me and my ex had been having pretty good convo’s and about to see each other I pretty much had a meltdown and asked him what was going on and if he saw something between us still like I did, and why I was still holding onto him after 2 years etc etc.
The only reply since that I received was “I don’t know? I thought I told you plenty of times not to?”
… he always says for me to move to Newcastle etc.
This also coming from the boy that was “on a break” from his bestfriend/girlfriend whom he “loved” and did stuff with me…. yeah, what?
What the fuck am I supposed to feel and think?
Fuck my life, seriously.
I had a dream last night…
THAT I DATED JOHN O’CALLAGHAN!
He started a conversation with me on facebook out of no where and showed up at my house, and we were sitting on my bed just chatting and I was like omgomgomgomg and just hugged him. And then yeah, we started dating and it was the best.